So I am a total "Emo" (That's emotionally disturbed for those who haven't heard of that!)...anyways, I woke up yesterday and felt SOOO sad knowing what probably lies ahead of me. I realized that it is almost March, and that means it is closer to May, which means it is closer to graduation, which means it is closer to June, which means it is closer to the time that we will most likely be moving.
And I am really struggling! One minute, I think I can handle it. Then, the next minute I am freaking out thinking "How am I going to do this?" OR, Bailee will ask me just out of the blue, "Why do we have to leave Mommy?" I have prepped her a little bit, and the only thing that is getting her excited is the fact that I told her she gets a new bed when we move into a different house! So, she will tell me, "Mom, I'm going to miss Greg" or other things.
So, as I'm sitting here at my computer, crying and having an Emo breakdown, I just want to tell all of my good friends in Nevada that I love ya'll. I had the hardest first year down here, then I moved into the ward I'm in now, and things got SO much better. So, thank you all for being such good friends.
I also want to send a big shout out to my Utah friends, and say that I MAY be back in the summer! Mike's first choice is Utah, so however the Lord wants things to end up, they will!
I edited this picture, and thought it was very fitting for how I am feeling....I feel like I'm walking away from one of the favorite chapters in my life, but at least I'm walking away holding hands!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Ch..Ch..Cha..Changes...
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I'm so sorry. It is a next chapter in your life, but it will be a good one. Oh I hope you come to Utah. I'd love to play with you again. Hang in there. I love you Thelma.
Louise
And now I am crying too. I am so glad I got to talk to you today. I know how stressful this is for you but I know that it will work out how it is supposed to. You are one of the sweetest people I have ever met and I know that you will be fine wherever you go. We will be VERY sad to see you go though :( It might help me get home a little earlier from all our girls nights which will make Ryan happy :) We will be home tomorrow...I want to play!
Ok thanks now that I am crying! I am seriously going to miss you! You have truly been the best friend I have never had! I love you and know you will be happy where ever you go because that is exactly your personality! I love you!!!!
I was going to leave you a note saying that you are crazy cause it didn't rain yesterday, it rained on the 22nd... and then I read your blog and now I'm just not in the mood to make fun of you.
But anyway I too will miss you. Seriously your smiling face is one of the reasons why I fell so inlove with this ward. Thanks so much for making me feel included. I agree with Sarah, your personality is so engaging that you'll be loved just as much no matter where you are! You're the best!
Kara, I can soooooo relate to what you are going through. I have had a few of those moves from great friends and it is by no means easy. But I have to say that each time we move I take a little piece of where I have been and who I have met with me and I am who I am today because of it. You are such an amazing person and I think that the people you are leaving behind will miss you more than you will ever know! Be strong and know that I am always here if you ever need to talk!! I love ya Kara!!
I am so glad we get to have our little talking sessions on thursdays! Im going to miss those! you warned me about this post but it was still heartbreaking to read! It has been so wonderful getting to know you. Remember it all started when we met at swim lessons and you asked about your hair! I was just thinking...its a darn good thing i do hair or I probably wouldnt know or talk to alot of you guys! I seriously met you all coming to my house to get your hair done! Hooray for my hair license! I just love you Kara and I am sooo sad that you are prob moving away, but at the same time I am so excited for you and your family. Look how far you have come! And If i had to move anywhere itd be Utah. Your family is there for help and support and you can actually get a house with a yard!! LUCKY!! :) You will absolutley make friends the week you get there! You have an infectious personality that draws everyone close to you!! You will be great! But dont forget to come visit. Tell mike you have to come down once a month for our girls nights!! (and bring bailee so ryleigh can play with her friend still!)
ps that post was long. sorry..lol
I am sure it is so hard to leave your good friends that you have made as you have grown together! I can guarantee that they will miss you, and your awesome friendship and personality more than ever. You are a magnet for friends, you draw people to you. Bloom where you are planted, right? You will brighten the lives of the people in your new location. I love you. Hang in there. Change is always hard. You can do it!;)
Hey Kara! It's Missy Couser. How are you? I found your blog a while ago and am finally getting around to posting a comment! Your family is SO cute and it sounds like you guys are doing great. I can't believe you're almost through medical school. It doesn't seem like it was that long ago that we were at your wedding reception! Send me an email sometime - missy.couser@yahoo.com
Ok, so I just love you! You make me laugh so hard. I am serious when I say you are wonderful medicine for me. We would love to have you move to Utah come on up! Hope things go well for you guys. Love Gina
Amazing how that works, isn't it? Just when we think we've figured life out, we get to do something else new and challenging. Greg's gonna miss Bailee too and I'll miss you. Really, Kara, not to make this a love letter or anything, but you are one of the best people I've ever known. I know you'll be put where you need to be and then the Lord will use you there just like he has used you here. Your real challenge will be trying to keep up with all the friends here who want to keep in touch. Best wishes.
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